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Mirroring What is Journey of Garden of Buds

Focus of Thought:

Self-image is in the eye of the beholder. We learn from what is set before us. It not only shapes us, but becomes our image. For this month, I decided to do a reflection on self-image through the journey of Garden of Buds.

Expression of Thought:

Garden of Buds began June 1st, 2018. Externally, I started the blog with the goal of reaching others. I had no idea I was trying to reach my inner self. When we need the most encouragement, that’s when we should give the most encouragement. I had no idea I was doing just that.

In this first year, I have started making videos, podcasts and published a journal. Not too shabby, but I know God has a lot more in store.

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For a while, I wasn’t proud of Garden of Buds. It seemed like a chore God wanted me to do. I felt as a useless vessel for God. Acting as if whatever God instilled within me would leak through the cracks.

I had low self-esteem. I’ve had it for a majority of my life. “Why?” I don’t know, there is so much that has happened where it would be impossible to pinpoint it to one thing. I knew I had a limit to what God could use me for. Of course, He always has different thoughts and different plans.

“For now we see through a glass, darkly; but then face to face: now I know in part; but then I shall know even as also I am known” 1 Corinthians 13:12 [KJV]. One day we will understand all, but for now, we see things dimly, even ourselves. On the bright side, we know God, and we can trust Him as our image.

“I have set the Lord continually before me; because He is at my right hand, I shall not be moved.Therefore my heart is glad and my glory [my inner self] rejoices; my body too shall rest and confidently dwell in safety” Psalm 16:8-9 [AMPC].

When we set God before us wonderful things take place. We are stable, we have joy, we have a rest, and we ar